What a great group of brothers, truly grateful for all of you, the broken roads we take lead us to places we never knew we would reach without them, pretty crazy how life works and what we get thrown at us. I tell my wrestling team each match is just like life, adversity, what will you do in real life when you have adversity, quit on your kids? Quit on your wife? Quit your job? Or face adversity and find a way to fight through it and get better. I have to realize my coaching advice and speeches I need to take myself sometimes. It is a struggle and the 21st I'll be at the VA I guess on a zoom call with the psychologist. I hope this helps but I know going from the VA straight to football practice ( due to the time of my appt) I'll have about 35 mins to get my head on straight. But these kids truly help me so much, sometimes I think I need them more than they need me, I'm good with that though , those young men give me purpose and truly make me feel safe and truly loved.